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071091
Saturday, September 15, 2007
i studied today. but i dont think i remember much of it ):
random but why the hell do people make promises if they dont even intend to keep them. thats just cheating people's feeling. how evil of them. oh well the world's full of liars and cheats who dont care about anyone but themselves. and worst of all they make it such that people who are stupid enough like me will feel like i let them down or it was my fault or whatever. what joy do they get in that, the satisfaction that they can control other people's feelings? sheesh and then people tell you that you shouldnt think that other people will change and you should change and learn to accept them but it really isnt that easy especially if they make you so irritated and annoyed that you just wanna slap them so hard their head falls off. its sad how you need a big big horrible thing to happen to you before you can really change from inside out.
well it was random anyway i think i've been thinking too much the past few days. well i havent done that in a while considering all i've had time to worry about was prelims.