beatrice amanda ong bee ai
scgs acsinternational
071091
Monday, August 20, 2007
i cant handle stress well ):
i have finished my econs coursework and i'm really pleased with it. i'm still worried about my grades though. chem test results were out but i forgot to check i guess its better not knowing so soon. make a horrible day even worse.
and for art i have absolutely no idea what the hell i want to do. until like late in the day when i asked mdm for help now i guess i have somewhat of a saving grace. i couldnt stand how horribly boring my idea was. i got so sick of it. and i couldnt even paint for some reason. its like for the past two weeks or so i havent been able to paint properly or colour properly or even make a decent piece of work. most of the time i get so fed up with it halfway i give up and ruin it or my heart just isnt there. well anyway li-en! thanks for being there when i had my breakdown yeah (: really i thank God for friends like you. and shinny too (: and sulin and nikki for caring! heh i guess i just had far too much on my mind. and esp with the prelims and all coming up and me not seeming to be able to remember anything.
i really need to do well this year. or try to at least. i dont know where i want to go or if i want to stay but doing well will give me more options wont it.
3 more weeks till prelims. that's not alot of time ):