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Monday, July 16, 2007
i just finished my gilmore girls so i have absolutely no company at home till i somehow find season 7 ): well i know how it ends already but i still wanna watch it. but i really hate the ending though the producers suck la oh well not everything's a fairytale i guess
oh yes and today we got our questions for our igcse art papers! well i guess it was exciting till the point i saw the questions. i'm not good at doing sad and dark stuff. i have a feeling my manuscript isnt gonna turn out phantom like. and i wanna try other things for design but if i want my good grade i cant ): and then for observational there's either shellfish or sunglasses cuz i cant do a mass of flowers. i dont mind doing the shellfish one but then i'd have to keep getting fresh shellfish that i cant even eat and that'll waste money and i dont think it'd last that long so i'll have to keep buying new ones. and sunglasses seems so boring and reflection is complicated and i'll get impatient with myself and end up hating my work ): i guess i'll just try all and see. why am i typing all this down anyway its not like any of this is making sense ah well. i'm so sick of studying i cant wait till its all over. i wanna break from school. thats not possible though. unless i take a year off or smth but that'd be stupid. unless i'm going away. maybe before uni i'll break. darn there's so much i wanna do. stuff that are impossible to do right now when there's igcses to worry about. stuff that i enjoy but probably i cant earn any money from so i cant do it for a living. well according to my mum that is. ahh well i shall stop wishing for everything to go away cuz nothing's disappearing and i just have to face life. i cant run or hide from it. back to econs then ): stupid test on friday.