i realised something today
i really really really miss sc especially sc dance. its hardly the same here. i miss having all those practices we hated and all the gossiping sessions and the panic attacks before performances and the running around giving flowers and the hiding from teachers and avoiding practices. i miss performing with all of them. people i've know since p1. i miss dancing in front of a big audience. i miss the rush of emotions you get before the performance and even after. and and i miss jo ): and lorraine and joan and judith and all the crazy other people.
maybe i should have never left sc. but then again then i wouldnt have met all my wonderful friends (: heh thats the only good thing i guess.
oh well now i feel like quitting the muscial i'm really not in the mood to dance around and put on happy faces. and i dont even wanna go for rehersals anymore ): well at least it'll be over in june.
well one more week of school after this. and thursday and friday there isnt school and wednesday its a half day. i cant wait for june (:
