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071091
Sunday, January 14, 2007
i know i said i look forward to school but somehow i dont anymore ): well except seeing the ffs and feline they really can brighten up my day its only the start of the year and i feel stressed
i need retail therapy very badly shinny do you read this! heh and i really want my new phone ): my mum has agreed to getting it but its just a matter of when we go and get it.
anyway we started lessons with eugene again and again i was made to play fills which i obviously didnt so i just sat there i really need to stop being so damn scared well other than the fills part it was fine. and my brother moved the set up to his room so he can practice all he wants. i need to start practising too i realised i really do suck
oh yeah and i think i'm getting sick but i really hope i'm not. i'm in my brothers room and the fan's on and i'm freezing like crazy and during dance i kept sneezing ):
this is a depressing post ): and i'm getting pissed off with myself damn it i really dont know what to do anymore ):